remember me nots

remember me nots.
+++++++++++++

she threw down the
fresh
bouquet
of
"Remember-Me-Nots"
and
pranced away in rage,

muttering the usual
curses
she mutters whenever
i
piss her off more intensely
than
what is our usual.

"love you too dear."
i
say laughing.

crying and dying
inside
and terrified the
muses
might catch on and
somehow
ruin the love i've
battled
in my heart so long.

+

a
few hours later she
comes
storming into the kitchen,
walks
directly up to me, and
slaps
me hard in the face,

before
kissing me long and
hard
with a fervent passion
the
greatest of  actors
(god)
could never hope to fake.

+

shortly after,

we both stare into the
absence
of each others eyes for
several
eternal seconds till
our
reverie is broken by
her smile.

"how could i ever
forget
an asshole like you?"
she
asks laughing the biggest
tears
i've ever seen.

then she takes my hand,
and
leads me slowly to our
room.

(isn't "love" grand?)

j.s.h.

passion's lonely plea

She felt like
gravity in
Her Silence;

unmoved by
Passion's Lonely
Plea.

head
navigating
Seas
of
Violence!!!

( but she always
swims
back to me.)

The cutter second version

When I asked her
to
Teach me how to
feel,

She pulled out
a
Blade
And Cut Me;

In order
to best
illustrate
the

importance
of
Learning
The Hard Part
first..

with 
love comparable
to a lonely
desert,

where life
feeds you sand

to quench your
thirst!!

seeking an adjective

seeking an adjective.
+++++++++++++

i'm
sorry love...

but
there's no adjective
for
You.

they
all
stopped
dead in their
tracks,

or fled from the
slightest
echo of Your Beauty's
Endless Grace.

and I wouldn't
waste a moment
of

Our Love
seeking such
adjectives!

(With Our
Hearts
Content On
Verbs.)

j.s.h.