Monday, June 29, 2020

Revisions

Ah!
I Have
Revisions of Old 
Visions
that my soul sees 
in reverse;

Till My Head 
Feels
Like A prison! 

And This
Life?? 

(an Endless 
Curse.)

I've dared
before to
Contemplate,

The
Meaning of
Our
End,

and
Question Higher
Forms
Of Fate!!

(But
is
Death My
Only
Friend?)

+

Oh,

Have Memories
Of
Old memories,

(which My Dark
Eyes
Dream Anew)

and shall 
Sever
The Midnight 
Enemies!!

(till their 
Heart's
are Torn Into.)

+
ah,

these Revisions
of
Old Visions that
My

Mind Plays 
On
Repeat,

As 
I Stand Here






Monday, June 22, 2020

The jokes of heaven

  The jOkeS

oF

hEaVeN.

+++++++++++++


This morning the sky is

A Dead Man's Joke Heaven 

keeps

telling itself,... but only 

heaven

laughs these days.


And I'm sure some (if not

most) are utterly offended 

by that.


So...


Who votes to change 

Heavens 

Once 

Eternal Name??


Come gang!


Let us tear down these

angelic

Neon Signs ,


and erect monuments 

to

more somber themes

which

best illustrate 

these 

trying times!


Perhaps the 

angels will not

mind? 


( but if they do 

who cares about 

the 

gripes of a dying 

minority?)


+


I sit now 

(as the Hapless 

Punchline)


contemplating 

my semi-fated- state

of being-that has-

never-

fuckin-been.


What am I boss?


And what do I do 

to ease the 

Burdens

of This-Ever-

Painful-Thing?


Brothers Head 

Ate A Tragic

Bullets Heated 

Smile..!!!


but...

when in Rome?  


(I'll Be Greek.)


+


night is coming fast.. 

like

an unstoppable 

force racing 

Towards the days' 

immovable

Object;


And Love is a clown 

that can't

Stop cutting herself 

to feel something 

less 

intense than 

Cold

Mental Wounds 

That

Never Heal .


+

I

used to feed her tears..

but her tolerance lately

is so advanced 

it's impossible to attain

the same buzz;


Let's go love..


and

we'll switch to 

something 

stronger!


(Perhaps

The sound 

of broken glass

with A Chorus sang 

by 

Hateful Mourning 

Doves?)


+

Well....Shit..


Where did the

Morning go?


Moonlight broke 

The 

Dawn's Bleak 

Countenance ,


and everyone 

is 

offended now...


Because They 

Never 

Understood

The Jokes of 

Heaven!!!!!


(that it tells 

to 

all it's "Selves".)


J.Stephen.H

Tuesday, June 16, 2020

Heart Scars

Heart scars.
+++++++++++++

My Heart Scars
Itch
With memories
Tonight;

A
Vision of your
Face.

(Damn it's
Still
A sight.)

My 
Fallen Angel
Who
Kept Grace!!!

(Despite 
Her
Fading.
Light)

+

These 
Centuries..
.
they've been kind
to you;

(You haven't
Aged
A Single Year.)

But 
There's Madness
in
such Solitude!!

(which 
robs 
the
Soul 
of
Cheer.)

+

Wish our
Love

could rewrite
History.

 (I'd change it
All
but that Sweet
Kiss.)

Yet
Everyone prefers
A
Mystery!!!

( How could it
End
Like This?)

+
Yes...

My Heart Weeps
Blacke
Tears Tonight;

 (Lost 
in
Memories 
Of 
Your
Face.)

and
Nothing in This
Life 
seems Right!!!

(Without 
Her Fallen
Grace.)

J.s.h.







Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Devil may care

Devil may care.
+++++++!+!!++++

Devil may care?
(Right.)

Rest assured that..
He 
Still Loves them 
All;

And sits 
up 
weeping
At
Night.

Writing the names
Of
Heaven's Angels. 

(across
Hell's
Fiery Wall.)

+

He seldom finds
The
Time to Sleep.

( and if so
Awakens
With A Scream.)

For there is
A
Secret He Must
Keep!

(That Life is 
But
A Cruel God's
Dream.)

+

Devil May 
Cry?

Yes..

Such odds
are
More Probable.

Imagine...

Being A Thing
Which
Doesn't Die!!

(who's rebellion
made
Humanity Possible.)

JSH

Friday, June 5, 2020

Old scars left by the enemy

Old Scars Left
By The Enemy.
+++++++++++++

The sky is 
raining it's heavenly ass off here;

and the birds shriek
Ceaselessly.

As if the End is drawing Near!

(what have these devils done to me?)

And love (true love) 
is a fairytale ,
told to children now 
Born Old.

To mask The Truth of
Death and Hell!

(which leaves our Spirit in the cold.)

++++

But...
My Life shall
 be continued.
If the world doesn't 
End;

and...
I can
find it in
Me,

To seek an 
angels
Balm that mends!

(Old Scars left by
By The Enemy.)

If you ever wish to know

If you ever 
Wish To Know.
+++++++++++++

If you ever
Wish To Know...

how
many pieces of
her
Heart Remain...

I can tell you.

I've counted them
All.


They are numbered
with
Her Tears and drowning

in
The Floods Your Torment
Left.

+

Have YOU ever had a
Sleepless

Night?

Spent wondering what
wrongs 

You could have done?

To chase love from
Your phantom sight?!

(and murder countless
splendid sun's?)


You sir , 

are

A
Shadow Donning
Some
Candles' Smile.

But..

Soon the people all will
KNOW.

About The Angel you
Defiled!

( and filled with
Endless sorrow.)

+

And..

If you had 
listened
To the Words she 
spoke...

you would
Know that Love
Is
Salvation Grand!

and
 Beg Penance 
For
The Heart You
Broke!!

(The One 
Hold Now in 
My 
Hand.)

J.Stephen.H.


(Galatians 6:7)