Thursday, July 22, 2021

 The voices are wrong...

Im not losing my mind.


Simply...

Whoring out small pieces

of it 


One Thought At A Time

To 

A Cheapskate World that 

scarcely pays three pennies 

just to See

Some Mental Monkey Dance.


+

The laughter cuts shit out of me that no razor ever could;


and lately I'm confused about 

whats funny as opposed to

Sad,


and that in itself is one of the


Saddest Fucking Things 

I've ever

Laughed About strangling

On These Secret Tears

(that flood My Heart)



Friday, July 16, 2021

The Daydreams that Your Face Creates.

 I wish i could 

talk

about the daydreams

that

Your Face Creates,


(everytime 

You Crack A Smile)


Or

How your 

Image

Illuminates my 

Days.

(Of

Dark Denial.)


And I wish that 

could show you 

All 

The Things That

Love

Could Be. 


Or 

ease the pain 

You're

Going through.


(which makes you 

Sad

and Lonely.)

+

You've come to 

Mean 

The Worlds to 

Me, 


(and 

Hate Myself for 

That.)


and 

I swear I'd 

do

 near Anything.


(To 

Make you smile,

and Laugh.) 

+

Yes...


wish that 

could 

talk about these 

Feelings 


You inspire.


But 

I can never let 

them out.


(Or pursue my 

Hearts Desire.)


to be cont.?