And Life?(a heartless Clown)

 And Life?

(A 

Heartless Clown.)

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Bed 

at 

ten. 

Up by

one.

(Can't 

Wind down.)

Deaths 

Shadow Friend

Has

Become 

My 

Sun!

And 

Life??

(A

Heartless

Clown. )

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The Coffee tastes

Like

Burnt Dreams 

left 

On

The Fires of 

A 

Heart

Too long.

(I 

drink 

it 

anyway.)

As

I 

hum the words 

to

Ancient

Songs.

(Old Heathens 

used

To Pray.)

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Work by 8...

(Home 

whenever.)

Mediocrity.

You must be 

My 

Fate!

But  

Death!?? ☠️ 

(We've Always

Been 

Together.)

 Why is it 

that 

You Haunt 

My

Thoughts 

at

Midnight?

(When 

cold 

Stars

Hang 

From 

Nooses

In

The Sky)

as

The Dead 

Whisper,

(somewhere 

Out

Of Sight.)

"Forget 

Loves

Shining 

Light?"

(and 

you 

shall

Die.)

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Cemetery eyes

 Tis often cemetery eyes 

do

Sing,

In 

The Voice of Constant

Life,

Till 

Zombie Thoughts

Of

Suffering.

(Fill Up A Heart with 

Strife.)

And often does my 

Noose-burnt 

Neck stretch to an Empty 

Sky;

Considering each moment 

In 

Retrospect.

(Until The Moment 

dies)

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 The voices are wrong...

Im not losing my mind.

Simply...

Whoring out small pieces

of it 

One Thought At A Time

To 

A Cheapskate World that 

scarcely pays three pennies 

just to See

Some Mental Monkey Dance.

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The laughter cuts shit out of me that no razor ever could;

and lately I'm confused about 

whats funny as opposed to

Sad,

and that in itself is one of the

Saddest Fucking Things 

I've ever

Laughed About strangling

On These Secret Tears

(that flood My Heart)

The Daydreams that Your Face Creates.

 I wish i could 

talk

about the daydreams

that

Your Face Creates,

(everytime 

You Crack A Smile)

Or

How your 

Image

Illuminates my 

Days.

(Of

Dark Denial.)

And I wish that 

I 

could show you 

All 

The Things That

Love

Could Be. 

Or 

ease the pain 

You're

Going through.

(which makes you 

Sad

and Lonely.)

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You've come to 

Mean 

The Worlds to 

Me, 

(and 

I 

Hate Myself for 

That.)

and 

I swear I'd 

do

 near Anything.

(To 

Make you smile,

and Laugh.) 

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Yes...

I 

wish that 

I 

could 

talk about these 

Feelings 

You inspire.

But 

I can never let 

them out.

(Or pursue my 

Hearts Desire.)

to be cont.?

Scam Likely

 An Angel tried calling me on my cellphone..but I never answered . (because it came up as a "Scam Likely" .)

Angels...

What pesky little things..

With devil eyes and 

Broken wings.

Or

Nail- in- coffin

Voices

that

Destroy you when

they

Sing.

a dying rose

 My Dear..
I don't
know what to
say.

Everyone is
is
A Prisoner 
Here!

(but
Why must you
Face
Portray A Stormy
Day?)

Your Silence is
too
much to bear,

(yet 
I often bear it 
anyway.)

as
Shadows leave
you
Running Scared!!

(or
hiding from
The
Truth
Of
Yesterday.)

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You're still Pretty
in
Your Tragic Pose;

(in 
spite a 
lack
of Feeling.)

Pretty like
a
Dying
Rose!!

(when Angels
do
The Killing.)

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