banished from your angel sight

banished from your angel sight.
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That sharp Pain?
Yeah..
it's your Heart
telling you not
to do a Thing..
but you're going
to do it anyway
aren't you?
Rebelling against
The Life you seem
to simultaneously
Love, and Hate,
and crave...
(till your soul
regurgitates an
infinite series of
Wandering Graves.)

I've always seen
the places you talk
about,

that place in dreams
filled with amazing
electricity,

where you never
feel Alone or Scared!

(It's The Home
I Call Nightmare.)
++++

Oh Love,
could you take
me to Your
Sacred Where?
And sew shut
with stitching
Kisses This Empty
Inner Lair?!

(DO you want
Me To Be
There?)

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The Pain in
My Heart is
A Shadow
Wandering
Towards The
Only Light
capable of
Showing it
Loves Delight!

and this sharp
Pain Tells me
you were right!..

which is why
I'm Alone
Tonight...!!!

(Banished
from Your
Angel Sight.)