Friday, April 22, 2016

the mask of dead comedians

ThE MaSk oF
DeAd CoMeDiaNs.
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My Head is a Grave
Of Secrets Told by
Living Angels who
wear the Masks
of Dead Comedians..

Their Whispers
Freeze A wanting Heart,
As 1,000 Thunders
quake Within My Soul.

On good nights I sit
Laughing at The Walls
In Drunkenness,.. till
The Clock Screams like
A Rabbit caught in the
Iron Jaws of This Trap
Called Life;
But..I am a Humanitarian
at such times,
and put the Clock out
of it's Misery,
Because Death for an
Immortal Presence
Shows Mercy..
(an act of Compassion
towards Rabid Gods
who gnash their Golden
Teeth
at Mortals to express
Eternal Envy.)

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On Bad Nights ,
I AM
The Sad Comedian,
donning the mask of
A Happy Angel to set
The Hearts of Friends
at ease..
but I hate their
fucking Sympathy!

On such occasion
They are Enemies
In wait beyond the Onyx
Gate which Guards me
from The Villain Sanity!
(the worst fate for
slaves Like me.)

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When I was Lonely,
I prayed for A Perfect
Other to break my
Desperate Chains,..
then I fell in Love..
and Fell from Grace,
into A Darkened Sea
Of Hate,
Where Mean Fish
act like hungry
Sharks because they're
Afraid that ..this big
Bad desert world might
eat them ...
like Happy Meals
served to Weeping
Children ...with
Old Souls
destined To be
dust, and Mold!

(and upon such nights
I am a Heathen.)

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but
The thing about this
Grave of Secrets is:
(Shh! Don't tell anyone )
Everyone tells everyone
until everybody knows. .
and then its truly pointless
You know?

Pointless like A living
Angel wearing the mask
Of Some Dead
Comedian!!!!!!

(Who was never fucking
Happy.)

J.s.h.

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