sometimes

sometimes.
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Sometimes,
I wish I could
pull the plugs
from their head..

and scream reason
into the brains
abyss..

to show them
how
they are Murderers.

(of all the ghosts
they miss.)

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but sometimes I
am a hypocrite,
who see's the mass
appeal...

of choosing fantasy
bullshit.

(over the horrors
that are real.)

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sometimes...
I cry into the
Darkness..

wishing my tears
were seeds of light,.

that could bloom
roses for the many
Heartless.

(who've never felt
true loves delight.)

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sometimes,
I hate the answers
I receive,

(perhaps the wall
has lied to me?)

and question truths
I should Believe!

(are all intended to
deceive?)

jsh