so that my heart may live again

so that my
heart may live again.
++++++++++++

"thanks for
teaching
me how to
die."

(she said.)

"for
it inspired
me to live,
and
i'm happy."

(for now.)

"the smiles
are not as
forced,..and
my tears
come less."

+

you're welcome
love.

your heart made
a beautiful corpse,

but

i like it more
these days..

how it beats
sanity

during
these
awkward
midnight
moments,..

when I
sit quietly
in front of
this box

sharing My
Truthful Fictions
with

A Careless
World.

If Fate
had A Will
it

would be
pleased with
You;

Your Rebellion
against A
Force once
Thought Inevitable.

How you
threw away
The Dice

and decided
to be

"The Prize!"

perhaps someday
you can teach ME
how to die.

(so that my heart
may live again.)

j.s.h.

experimental prose.