The Absurd beauty in a suicidal smile.

The Absurd
Beauty in A
Suicidal Smile
+++++++++++++

Oh love,...
do you
Hate Me?

Because
I see
Absurd Beauty
In
A Suicidal
Smile!

I've just
been ..
feeling
Odd
Lately.

( and havent
believed in
Goodness for
a while.)

I Saw You
Yesterday..

walkin
Down
By The
Crimson
Sea,

(where we
used
to Pray.)


it'll likely
become
Another
Nightmare
Memory!

(that no
amount of
Booze can
wash away.)

Oh
Love do
You

Hate
Me?

Because
I
Chose to
Stick
Around and

Tough shit
Out?

Hoping
there
is
Beauty Left
to
See!!

(Regardless
that
My Heart is
Full
Of Doubt.)

When
Nights
are
Long,

(and
Darkness
Falls)

I
Try my
Damndest
To
Be Strong,

but hear
Your
Laughter
Down the
Halls!,

and
KNOW..!!!

that
it probably
won't
be
Long...

(before I
Wear
Suicidal Smile.)

J.Stephen.H.