Fuck-It Smiles of Dread.

Fuck-It
Smiles of
Dread.
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My
Face
Melts ...

Into

Fuck- it
Smiles
of
Endless
Dread.


(which
No One
Else
believes)

and
falls upon
Those
Shit-
Stained Floors

Life's
Countless
Ghosts Have
Tread!


(( During
Thirteen
Small
Eternities,

Within
God's
Dreaming
Head.))

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then
i held
mock trials
while
seeking
to
prove..

(Through
Flaw
and
Endless Error)

that

Few Can Deem
A
Heart They Lose

as
Worthy of
It's
Terror!

(Nor has it
Ever Cured
A Nightmare.)



+

Some Fear
A
Thing Within
Me
Snapped,

(or
worse became
A Haunted
Stone.)

till
Angels Wept
and
Demons Clapped!

(To Celebrate
My
Life Alone.)

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Thus
Off Must Come
The
Smiling Mask,

(and
Gone Be
The

Worst of
Sin.)

Before I feel
up
to The Task

of
Living Once
Again!

( In This Land
of
Crooked Men.)