i believe in monsters now.
++++++++++++++++++++
I once believed less
in monsters, than...
victims of irreconcilable
circumstances who
(for whatever reason)
lacked the will to change
their acquired natures.
Then I found myself
on the badside of love...
angry, and wanting...
a creature of hate laughing
in the mirror, filled with
hideous rage unfelt
since the horrors of my
youth..
and then I knew...
that love is
+my monster.+..
my...irreconcilable
circumstance created
by an unchangeable
fate written on
a Wretched Star before
the first kiss was planted
on the cheek of Hells
Abyss....
This Beautiful Pain I
crave to feel but loath
simultaneously because
it's not the same as other
loves...
it burns more, and creates
less...
an ugly, lonely thing
screaming into a cave
where light has never been...
and devils dance in angelic
dress to trick me.
yes...I believe in monsters
now.
(theres no more self doubt
my sweet.)
j.stephen.h.
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